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I feel very very shitty. I have since last night, and I hate it. Blargh...some of my symptoms feel like normalcy, and other ones hint that I may be sick...like, really disease-like sick, and not just 'me' sick. I'm not sure, really. The line between sickness and wellness has seemed in my case to be stretched so thin that I begin to wonder sometimes if it has not been at some point abolished.
Blargh's a good adjective for school, too. Luckily, I didn't have to present my psychology project, because it turned out pure trash. I actually managed to comandeer Watercolors since dad went to Walgreens. However, I have had no experience with the things since I was 5 years old, I maintained no control over the color, and I couldn't seem to prevent them from bleeding everywhere. It was gross, though admittedly very fun, and I spent so long working on it that I decided I might as well submit it. But in comparison to the work that other people have been doing, I'm going to look like a fool when I stand up and say 'For my project I drew a picture and painted it. It came out badly but I tried. It has maybe one or two peices of symbolism, and hey...I'm done now. ^^;' That's exactly what I have to say. On the bright side, some people made a cool rap video (which I liked despite my scorn for rap), and Lauren painted an interesting social ladder sort of thing.
In 3rd period I considered going to the nurse, but I narrowly decided against it and ended up feeling better than that. Until I got home, and now I feel gross again.
In chemistry, on Monday, actually, I was assigned a project on Boron and Bromine. I cannot be permitted to forget them. o.O
Anime club had a drawing day, which everyone hates and finds boring. Hanny pretends he has them for the sake of the other club members, when in reality we discovered he's the only one that likes them. And he didn't even stay past 3 o'clock. I drew a couple of crappy, obligatory pictures, copied down the French homework from the sheet Bear got and I forgot to, and then Carol and I took our leave.
I went and tried to rest but couldn't seem to, and then mom and Isaac came home, seeming to me to be making a thunderous uproar, and when mom came in to check on me I had to snap at her. That's one of the reasons I think I'm getting sick...I feel really bitchy, and have been snapping occasionally over the past few days. I really don't know why, it's perplexing, and if you become a victim, I'm sorry in advance. Sorry, sorry, minna-san.
My only committments tonight seem to be French homework, chemistry homework, and a shower. I think I'm going to get to work on those so I can go flop back into bed.
<3 Love to my friends...
~Rai
Blargh's a good adjective for school, too. Luckily, I didn't have to present my psychology project, because it turned out pure trash. I actually managed to comandeer Watercolors since dad went to Walgreens. However, I have had no experience with the things since I was 5 years old, I maintained no control over the color, and I couldn't seem to prevent them from bleeding everywhere. It was gross, though admittedly very fun, and I spent so long working on it that I decided I might as well submit it. But in comparison to the work that other people have been doing, I'm going to look like a fool when I stand up and say 'For my project I drew a picture and painted it. It came out badly but I tried. It has maybe one or two peices of symbolism, and hey...I'm done now. ^^;' That's exactly what I have to say. On the bright side, some people made a cool rap video (which I liked despite my scorn for rap), and Lauren painted an interesting social ladder sort of thing.
In 3rd period I considered going to the nurse, but I narrowly decided against it and ended up feeling better than that. Until I got home, and now I feel gross again.
In chemistry, on Monday, actually, I was assigned a project on Boron and Bromine. I cannot be permitted to forget them. o.O
Anime club had a drawing day, which everyone hates and finds boring. Hanny pretends he has them for the sake of the other club members, when in reality we discovered he's the only one that likes them. And he didn't even stay past 3 o'clock. I drew a couple of crappy, obligatory pictures, copied down the French homework from the sheet Bear got and I forgot to, and then Carol and I took our leave.
I went and tried to rest but couldn't seem to, and then mom and Isaac came home, seeming to me to be making a thunderous uproar, and when mom came in to check on me I had to snap at her. That's one of the reasons I think I'm getting sick...I feel really bitchy, and have been snapping occasionally over the past few days. I really don't know why, it's perplexing, and if you become a victim, I'm sorry in advance. Sorry, sorry, minna-san.
My only committments tonight seem to be French homework, chemistry homework, and a shower. I think I'm going to get to work on those so I can go flop back into bed.
<3 Love to my friends...
~Rai
