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Aug. 4th, 2005 06:08 pmI decided something major...must have been yesterday. I think that I'm going to try NOT wasting hours and hours on instant messenger, since it's not really doing anything to improve my life. It's worth a try, at least, to see if I can actually get something DONE instead of sitting around feeling bored, and typing to other bored people about nothing.
...But that'll never happen, while AIM is available. So I deleted it from my computer. Of course, it's easy enough to just download it and install it again, but I'm probably gonna be too lazy. I hope so. I've decided that if life without online-ness is miserable after 2 weeks, I'll get it back. But two weeks is about what I need for a trial.
I won't be completely offline, since frankly, I think that'd be impossible. I'll still be on livejournal, reading people's updates, maybe writing a couple if I feel like it. I'll still most definitely be on Sheezy, when its server is working. And I'll be checking my email periodically...which means that I kept MSN. However, if I start using it as a crutch and using it extensively, I may delete it as well.
If people need me, they can email me, or even *god forbid* give me a call. :| There are also the select few who can PM me on Sheezy. ^^ So yeah, for those of you who AREN'T like Aaron and can see that this isn't a total break of contact, it should work well. :3 Maybe even so well that I'll keep AIM gone permanently.
And, for a life update--
1. I decided I'm not going to see a therapist for a long time. It's just not my thing, and I told her so. She wasn't happy. :D
2. Went to driving school, still never been behind a wheel, really. Go me.
3. Wanna learn Polish but haven't the initiative, really...
4. Those bastards at the guitar store said that the warranty on my guitar was nixxed when I tried to fix it myself...and sent it off for repairs. It won't be back for 2 weeks--GUITARLESS FOR 2 WEEKS! *waaan* (My acoustic does NOT count..)
5. Have summer reading to do for AP History, but am not...hehehehe...
6a. Lots of angst and anxiety about all sorts of stuff. Don't really need to go into detail about that.
6b. The therapist was probaby right when she said that I'm clinically depressed...
6c. Oh well.
7. I comandeered the entire Tsubasa series up to #6. And it is all prettylike.
8. Might be going to a festival in Chinatown with Wen this weekend--looks promisingly fun.
9. My guitar teacher is going to Brazil for the rest of the month. She's actually Brazilian originally...so that's cool for her but I'll be without a teacher :\
10. My DDR pad broke, and I think it's because my little cousins yanked the cord. Lots of my stuff has seemed to be broken lately. But anyway, I might go get a new one later...I do have the money for it now...
11. I can't get exercise by biking right around now since I just got a new inhaler that doesn't so much work, and when I tried to go biking with Robin on Tuesday, I had like 4 consecutive asthma attacks and didn't regain my strength until hours later...so I'm still leery about the whole exercising away from home thing.
12. Everything notwithstanding, I've managed to keep my job, though I think my supervisor Gary is a little angry with me for coming in late often. But I try to do what I have to, and put in my hours, and I'm actually getting paid now..
So yeah. There's my summer, right there.
Talk to you guys later, and NOT on AIM~! X33
...Ihope.
<3~
Rai
...But that'll never happen, while AIM is available. So I deleted it from my computer. Of course, it's easy enough to just download it and install it again, but I'm probably gonna be too lazy. I hope so. I've decided that if life without online-ness is miserable after 2 weeks, I'll get it back. But two weeks is about what I need for a trial.
I won't be completely offline, since frankly, I think that'd be impossible. I'll still be on livejournal, reading people's updates, maybe writing a couple if I feel like it. I'll still most definitely be on Sheezy, when its server is working. And I'll be checking my email periodically...which means that I kept MSN. However, if I start using it as a crutch and using it extensively, I may delete it as well.
If people need me, they can email me, or even *god forbid* give me a call. :| There are also the select few who can PM me on Sheezy. ^^ So yeah, for those of you who AREN'T like Aaron and can see that this isn't a total break of contact, it should work well. :3 Maybe even so well that I'll keep AIM gone permanently.
And, for a life update--
1. I decided I'm not going to see a therapist for a long time. It's just not my thing, and I told her so. She wasn't happy. :D
2. Went to driving school, still never been behind a wheel, really. Go me.
3. Wanna learn Polish but haven't the initiative, really...
4. Those bastards at the guitar store said that the warranty on my guitar was nixxed when I tried to fix it myself...and sent it off for repairs. It won't be back for 2 weeks--GUITARLESS FOR 2 WEEKS! *waaan* (My acoustic does NOT count..)
5. Have summer reading to do for AP History, but am not...hehehehe...
6a. Lots of angst and anxiety about all sorts of stuff. Don't really need to go into detail about that.
6b. The therapist was probaby right when she said that I'm clinically depressed...
6c. Oh well.
7. I comandeered the entire Tsubasa series up to #6. And it is all prettylike.
8. Might be going to a festival in Chinatown with Wen this weekend--looks promisingly fun.
9. My guitar teacher is going to Brazil for the rest of the month. She's actually Brazilian originally...so that's cool for her but I'll be without a teacher :\
10. My DDR pad broke, and I think it's because my little cousins yanked the cord. Lots of my stuff has seemed to be broken lately. But anyway, I might go get a new one later...I do have the money for it now...
11. I can't get exercise by biking right around now since I just got a new inhaler that doesn't so much work, and when I tried to go biking with Robin on Tuesday, I had like 4 consecutive asthma attacks and didn't regain my strength until hours later...so I'm still leery about the whole exercising away from home thing.
12. Everything notwithstanding, I've managed to keep my job, though I think my supervisor Gary is a little angry with me for coming in late often. But I try to do what I have to, and put in my hours, and I'm actually getting paid now..
So yeah. There's my summer, right there.
Talk to you guys later, and NOT on AIM~! X33
...Ihope.
<3~
Rai
