Dear God.

I just signed into an mIRC chat, for old time's sake, and to do a French chat thing, since I can't on Yahoo anymore. I connected to a random French room...

One of the admins had the nick HellRaiser. I felt my heart stop in my chest when I saw it. All ration defies the frantic thoughts that rushed to mind, but I couldn't repress them. It's in a fucking French room on a random server. It's probably not even a person, it's likely just a bot.

Dunno what my problem is, heh.

That still was more shocking and painful than it at all should have been.