Okay...

So I'm not going crazy anymore...thanks for all your support guys, really ^^

...I didn't finish my paper, though. I don't know why it's so hard, this one particular paper, it shouldn't be kicking my ass like this, but I have all day to work on it (well, mostly) so. I think I mostly feel better since Robin didn't finish it either, then again she also didn't go to class while I decided to show my face, sooo...maybe she won't get penalized. I will, though. And I actually know I deserve it. Hm. I just hope I can ACTUALLY make it work for Wednesday. Surprisingly little faith in myself.

But anyway, I'm going on a crazy adventure again...though this one has a purpose. I never got around to getting one of those stupid absentee ballots...so I'm gonna go back to Arlington to vote, hopefully in time to get back to school by 9 (since I have that meeting with the cafeteria workers that you guys helped me decide to do with the poll :))

Soooo yeah. Also, happy birthday to HUGH! I dunno if he'll read this...oh well.

Final side note, to all you Arlington/Boston people, HOLY SHIT.
Why couldn't they have done that like...3 years AGO instead of 3 years from now? It'd make my life SO easy, seriously. For those of you who are like "...where are those places?" First off, Mystic Valley Parkway is like..where I live. And the junction with Boston Ave is where my dad works...like seriously, if there were a T stop there, you'd be able to see my dad's building from there. If you know where the huge UHaul or the Wild Oats/Whole Foods is right there...that's where the stop would be.

A Green Line stop 15 minutes away...on FOOT. Holy shit.
I really hope they put it in. Though I'm a little skeptical on their ability to pull all this off in 3 years. Especially considering how the T typically rolls.

Anyway...I guess I'm off.

Sex and Mexicans

( Service Learning )

So I bought my first porn today. For myriad reasons. First off, it doesn't advertize itself as a porn...it advertizes itself as an actual movie, entitled Y Tu Mamá También, but we know better. I actually watched it for the first time yesterday, in class. I didn't know you were ALLOWED to show such explicit shit in a classroom.
Just to give you an idea of what I'm talking about...I went to go get the DVD, cause it's about 2 things: sex, and Mexicans (best combination ever)...and there were two different releases of it available for purchase. Curious as to what the difference might be, I looked over both of them, and discovered that the real version is unrated, and the other is rated R. The unrated version is 1 hour and 45 minutes long. The R rated version is around 90 minutes I think...I forget. So there's at least 15 minutes of smut in there that was not deemed appropriate for US audiences even under the rating of R. It's Mexican porn, I'm telling you.
And a wonderful porn it is. <3

Unrelated, but why the fuck do I feel so dizzy? I think I might be getting really sick, which sucks, because I've felt kind of exhausted and dizzy all day. It didn't make sense, because I got like 10 hours of sleep last night, but I figured at first it was cause I didn't have any food until like 4 hours after I got up and had run all the way to Arlington and back...but then food didn't fix it, so I figured it was the lack of GOOD food, so then I got that too, and it didn't help...and now I'm just thinking I'm sick.

Which is really, really unfortunate timing.
But hay what can you do.

Update on this: I was supposed to meet Robin tonight so we could swap views on papery things, and then go to Cheesecake Factory to celebrate Hugh's birthday, but I don't think I can go anywhere without royally passing out. So..frankly, fuck it all. I'm going to bed.