Whoah I just saw this comment now and I'm a little confused/saddened that I apparently didn't see it 2 years ago when you posted it xD

I hope you have managed to find a system (in terms of hormones, life in general, etc etc), that really works for you!! There's definitely so many things to balance, there's no single right way and thinking major life decisions through is definitely a wise choice.

I know you asked me how I was like ages ago--I'm doing BETTER than I was 2 years ago, so that's nice :D I'm chronically ill (5 years and counting) but I might actually have a potential diagnosis coming up and I'm trying not to get too overexcited til it happens. Things aren't perfect, but they're never gonna be, ya know?

Gosh I really do hope things are going well for you :)