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Feb. 3rd, 2005 03:21 pmI had so intended to go to school today! ;__; I wanted to so badly.
But my dad bought me this weird Melatonin medicine which is supposedly the strongest stuff you can get over-the-counter to aid in sleep. I took the max dosage last night and waited for something to happen, but the only thing that happened was for me to wait for it. Alllll niiiiight looooong. So then this morning it was like...whose brilliant idea is this? I'm scared to take more of it now. -___-;;; I'm already weak without going to school on no sleep grahrah...rah. Yeah. *frustration* And then my dad made it clear he thought it was my fault.
It's also my brother's birthday, which sucks for two reasons. One being that I never found an oppurtunity to find him a present, and another is that since I was out of school again, we can't go out to family dinner as had been our original plan. I'm so sorry, frère-chan! ._. ...Wow, I can't believe he's already 12. My brother has the air of being perpetually 7. Ehheh. Rumor has it we're gonna aim for his outing tomorrow, but it's not the same.
On the other hand, the day wasn't a total loss; I finished Project X, the book we had to read for psychology. I found it interesting, but the writing style was primitive. It was intended to set the tone, I know, but it's also kinda tiresome that every time anything's said, the speaker "goes" it.
I also had a paralyzing wave of coldness that lasted for like a half hour this morning. I was very grateful to be going through it under a bunch of blankets, rather than in a desk at school. At least it justified not showing up...but still, I'd like to know wtf is wrong with me. -_-
Mom said she called my 'new' doctor. The one whom I don't know, and the one who doesn't know me. Funny how at the most medically instable point of my life, my doctor of 15 years retires. It's beautiful, really.
Looking on the bright side, I drew a very pretty shounen-ai picture, which is mostly done. I inked the parts I had finished with, but I still have to draw certain parts. Shouldn't be hard. I think I'll probably finish it tonight, and post it up once I've colored. ^_^
I also conquered Dear Prudence. It took me way too long, but I can get all the chords to sound right now. And the changes...well, except for one, but it's not too bad. It's a really pretty song.
The sun is up
the sky is blue
it's beautiful,
and so are you
dear Prudence...
...won't you come out to play?
Heh. :]
I stop whininglike now.
~Rai
But my dad bought me this weird Melatonin medicine which is supposedly the strongest stuff you can get over-the-counter to aid in sleep. I took the max dosage last night and waited for something to happen, but the only thing that happened was for me to wait for it. Alllll niiiiight looooong. So then this morning it was like...whose brilliant idea is this? I'm scared to take more of it now. -___-;;; I'm already weak without going to school on no sleep grahrah...rah. Yeah. *frustration* And then my dad made it clear he thought it was my fault.
It's also my brother's birthday, which sucks for two reasons. One being that I never found an oppurtunity to find him a present, and another is that since I was out of school again, we can't go out to family dinner as had been our original plan. I'm so sorry, frère-chan! ._. ...Wow, I can't believe he's already 12. My brother has the air of being perpetually 7. Ehheh. Rumor has it we're gonna aim for his outing tomorrow, but it's not the same.
On the other hand, the day wasn't a total loss; I finished Project X, the book we had to read for psychology. I found it interesting, but the writing style was primitive. It was intended to set the tone, I know, but it's also kinda tiresome that every time anything's said, the speaker "goes" it.
I also had a paralyzing wave of coldness that lasted for like a half hour this morning. I was very grateful to be going through it under a bunch of blankets, rather than in a desk at school. At least it justified not showing up...but still, I'd like to know wtf is wrong with me. -_-
Mom said she called my 'new' doctor. The one whom I don't know, and the one who doesn't know me. Funny how at the most medically instable point of my life, my doctor of 15 years retires. It's beautiful, really.
Looking on the bright side, I drew a very pretty shounen-ai picture, which is mostly done. I inked the parts I had finished with, but I still have to draw certain parts. Shouldn't be hard. I think I'll probably finish it tonight, and post it up once I've colored. ^_^
I also conquered Dear Prudence. It took me way too long, but I can get all the chords to sound right now. And the changes...well, except for one, but it's not too bad. It's a really pretty song.
The sun is up
the sky is blue
it's beautiful,
and so are you
dear Prudence...
...won't you come out to play?
Heh. :]
I stop whininglike now.
~Rai
