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May. 30th, 2005 03:04 amWow, but I'm bored as fuckin' hell.
Roman's asleep, Trey's asleep, and uhhh...everyone except Aaron and Katie seem to also be asleep. >.>; Nothing to doooo~
The sparks between me and Trey seem to be flying less frequently, which gladdens me. ^^ I feel like I have more energy now that I'm not sinking so much into being upset at him. I don't understand him; how sometimes he can be so vacant and frightening and other times the most amazing person in my world... Feh. I just hope things stay as they are... He borrowed a tablet from a friend and we've been swapping drawing and coloring techniques--he gave me the serial key to OpenCanvas, and I've been playing with it a bit. It's pretty cool though I think that overall, I like Photoshop a little better. I've been trying out new shading techniques using bleachers and blurring effects, and have been pleased with the results. ^^ I love trying out new stuff in Photoshop--it's like every test picture comes out more interesting, and more promising. w00.
I stayed up until around 8 in the morning last night, chatting with Aaron and doodling in Photoshop. Dad woke me up at around 1 and we went to Watertown so that mom could get more beads, which was a completely boring and pointless trip for everyone but mom. (Watertown is a wicked dense Middle Eastern ghetto, and I guess there must be some cultural thing about being closed on Sunday because NOTHING was open...) Afterward, however, Carol came and visited me, and that was a good time. I got to pimp my new guitar and we played with the tablet.
CAROL IS A NATURAL SHE GOT USED TO IT SO FAST~! <3
Carol, if you read this, I heart you. ^____^ You're awesome at everything.
Anyway. We did a few crazy doodles of random caf crew members, and if anyone wants to see our lovely creations I did end up saving them. :E And then we watched Once Upon a Time in Mexico, since I decided she had to see it before dad brought it back. :E
"See you later. :D"
"...Fuckyou."
*snerk*
Wen and I were going to go to Star Wars but she couldn't and I got a headache and I STILL HAVEN'T SEEN IT ARGGH. At least I've heard it's good. ^_^_^_^_^
Lessee...then mom and I had a huge screaming spat that still hasn't been reconciled...and it's kinda doubtful we'll be able to bring up the topic without us both shrieking at eachother again. >> Here's to hoping to hell that tomorrow we can pretend it never happened.
Strangely enough, I talked to Giancarlo tonight for the first time in months. MSN updated itself, and the changes are enormous (SO MANY NEW FEATURES)...and he was like the only one online so I shed my wonder and enthusiasm into his window. It began a very cold and distant conversation, but one more involved and far lengthier than...well, any that I can remember happening in the past year, really. o.O It was nice, to an extent, but on the other hand I get the sense that he just wants me out of his life, for good and all that. And was only putting up with me because after 3 or 4 months it's only polite to chat a little. Ah well. I asked him what I ought to draw and he told me to draw a picture of him, so I did and I used my new shading techniques. It came out decently, but when I uploaded it and went to show him, I noticed he had signed off without saying anything. Reinforcing above theory, ehheh. I wish I didn't feel so dissed by it, but making me feel dissed was always one of his talents. Fuu.
I -do- hope that Giulia gets back from Vermont at a decent hour tomorrow. We have to finish Café Parisien. Well, not really finish. We have to do it. ~~ I also have that EVILECHEMISTRYMAKEUPLABFROMHELLWARGH. I bet I'm not gonna finish it tomorrow. Shows how much self control I have.
Enough yakk for now, that was.
Oyasumi nasai minna-san.
~Rai
Roman's asleep, Trey's asleep, and uhhh...everyone except Aaron and Katie seem to also be asleep. >.>; Nothing to doooo~
The sparks between me and Trey seem to be flying less frequently, which gladdens me. ^^ I feel like I have more energy now that I'm not sinking so much into being upset at him. I don't understand him; how sometimes he can be so vacant and frightening and other times the most amazing person in my world... Feh. I just hope things stay as they are... He borrowed a tablet from a friend and we've been swapping drawing and coloring techniques--he gave me the serial key to OpenCanvas, and I've been playing with it a bit. It's pretty cool though I think that overall, I like Photoshop a little better. I've been trying out new shading techniques using bleachers and blurring effects, and have been pleased with the results. ^^ I love trying out new stuff in Photoshop--it's like every test picture comes out more interesting, and more promising. w00.
I stayed up until around 8 in the morning last night, chatting with Aaron and doodling in Photoshop. Dad woke me up at around 1 and we went to Watertown so that mom could get more beads, which was a completely boring and pointless trip for everyone but mom. (Watertown is a wicked dense Middle Eastern ghetto, and I guess there must be some cultural thing about being closed on Sunday because NOTHING was open...) Afterward, however, Carol came and visited me, and that was a good time. I got to pimp my new guitar and we played with the tablet.
CAROL IS A NATURAL SHE GOT USED TO IT SO FAST~! <3
Carol, if you read this, I heart you. ^____^ You're awesome at everything.
Anyway. We did a few crazy doodles of random caf crew members, and if anyone wants to see our lovely creations I did end up saving them. :E And then we watched Once Upon a Time in Mexico, since I decided she had to see it before dad brought it back. :E
"See you later. :D"
"...Fuckyou."
*snerk*
Wen and I were going to go to Star Wars but she couldn't and I got a headache and I STILL HAVEN'T SEEN IT ARGGH. At least I've heard it's good. ^_^_^_^_^
Lessee...then mom and I had a huge screaming spat that still hasn't been reconciled...and it's kinda doubtful we'll be able to bring up the topic without us both shrieking at eachother again. >> Here's to hoping to hell that tomorrow we can pretend it never happened.
Strangely enough, I talked to Giancarlo tonight for the first time in months. MSN updated itself, and the changes are enormous (SO MANY NEW FEATURES)...and he was like the only one online so I shed my wonder and enthusiasm into his window. It began a very cold and distant conversation, but one more involved and far lengthier than...well, any that I can remember happening in the past year, really. o.O It was nice, to an extent, but on the other hand I get the sense that he just wants me out of his life, for good and all that. And was only putting up with me because after 3 or 4 months it's only polite to chat a little. Ah well. I asked him what I ought to draw and he told me to draw a picture of him, so I did and I used my new shading techniques. It came out decently, but when I uploaded it and went to show him, I noticed he had signed off without saying anything. Reinforcing above theory, ehheh. I wish I didn't feel so dissed by it, but making me feel dissed was always one of his talents. Fuu.
I -do- hope that Giulia gets back from Vermont at a decent hour tomorrow. We have to finish Café Parisien. Well, not really finish. We have to do it. ~~ I also have that EVILECHEMISTRYMAKEUPLABFROMHELLWARGH. I bet I'm not gonna finish it tomorrow. Shows how much self control I have.
Enough yakk for now, that was.
Oyasumi nasai minna-san.
~Rai
