ARGHH

I am so totally inspired. So. Totally. Inspired.

Aaron is the only one who will know about this really. But but. Relationship between Mitchell and Desiree. Doesn't really work out. But!

I have a new idea. With a plot that MAKES SENSE. It's a threesome plot that's REALISTIC aaghlgishdsfds. I was just thinking and now it makes all the sense in the world. Really! But...

It doesn't work with my characters. The personalities just don't click. So it's like dammit...workable plot, but creating whole new characters? I dunno if I could possibly love them as much as my original charries. What to do.

Aaron, you had better better be there afterschool, I have -so- many ideas to bounce off of you.

Wheeee

I gave my recommendation packets to Madame Lahey and Ms. Doyle, both of whom didn't seem phased by the late notice, and who hastily promised to do good jobs. Wow, I have such wonderful teachers. I have to get better at watercolors because I swear, when all of this is over, I'm going to draw them thank you pictures and color them with the best watercolor skill that I can muster. They've given me a chance at a future, and it's like one of the huge overhanging burdens is GONE. Just need to get the rest on track, but this is a huge part, and I love, love, love my teachers.

Hand in recommendations. Check.

In other news, I'm on a new pill that my doctor calls 'the happy pill'. I was trying a small dosage of it this morning...and it was -great-. Until about lunch time, when I think it wore off, and I proceeded to feel like death, something that hasn't really changed since then despite copious attempts at rest.

I have lots of work to do--lots. But I can do it, if I just focus and don't think about the actual list so much as individual parts. I know I can x.x;

...Right?