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Augh, there is something wrong with my cuticles. All my fingers seem to be bleeding like mad. It's getting on stuff. --;

Anyway, I'm just here to make a list. List that matters only to RaiRai, but it's important so that she can remember what she's to do.

1. Middlebury pre-app--SEND
1a. CSS thinger online
1b. SEND SAT SCORES TO COLLEGES
2. Give doctor note to Mr. Foisy
2a. make sure mom gets new prescription
3. Look over Latin lines
4. 3 history paragraphs
5. History reading up to page...?
6. Try not to fail math test
7. Try not to fail French test, either. Study reflexives. Whoops.
8. French recordvoicethingofdoom
9. Read the Tin Tin goes to the Congo thing
10. tv5.fr once in a while?
11. explore which other college essays need to be written. Decidedly don't wait until last minute to write them
11a. Get friendly with the common app
12. Copious snow dances, indeed
13. Lots of request drawings <3
14. CLEAN ROOM OMG
15. Finish stolen book and return it to class
16. English uhh...homework?
17. I guess there is an English paper, too.
18. Guitar exercise, once daily at least
19. MAINTAIN SANITY!!!!!!!!

Dear god I hope that's it.

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Hunh. Surprisingly, I accomplished many of the tasks on my list in a hapless daze. Because that's what today was. I really hope I don't get extra-super-sick before the weekend. >.<;;

I managed to make myself a little proud, however, at the bus stop today. There was a boy eating some snack, and when I looked back at him, he was licking his fingers and the package for said snack had been not-so-inconspiciously dropped on the ground beside him. It took me several minutes to gather up the resolve, but as the bus was approaching and he went to meet it, I picked up the package and offered it to him. It was sort of ridiculous, how he reacted, he was almost totally dumbfounded that I'd pick up a peice of trash and ask him to put it in his pocket. He scoffed, and exchanged an eye-roll with a nearby girl, but he did it. It was surprisingly difficult to do, but it raised my spirits to think that the package was now in his pocket (until he decides to drop it somewhere else --; ) and not standing out against the white snow. It's disgusting, how blatanly some people adulterate that, and how little they seem to even notice that what they're doing is disgusting.

Sad news, now. Anna is most definitely moving to Georgia. Moreover, she's moving to Georgia on -Monday-. She seems really optimistic about it, however, as apparently housing in Georgia is sufficiently cheap to get her a huge room, and a house with a pool. Still, I find myself offset, probably more than she is, since while we were never the -best- of friends, she always fulfilled a special friendship, for me. She's probably the only person who's ever bothered to drag me shopping, with an intent to ameliorate my awful fashion sense. It was kind of refreshing to have someone tugging at me from that angle for once, oddly enough. It was like she was my tie to girly normalcy, and she knew how to have a fun, quirky time, probably more than most of my other friends. :\
The more I think about it, the more I know I'm going to miss her so much. I haven't seen her in about a month (we're both absence whores), and now she's going to be gone forever. ><; Owch. I really hope that somehow I can hang out with her this weekend before she leaves, even if just briefly.

This sentiment leaves me not really wanting to talk about much else. _________ got into Harvard, which I'm not posting, since they asked me to curb my enthusiasm after I explosively informed about a billion people. They say that I have a decent, decent chance at Tufts, and I hope that they're right...

And there should be a snow day tomorrow, though I can't wish for one, since I'm absent all the time anyway. There should be a snowday for everyone else, while I still go to school.

What a hollow feeling presides over life now... ._.