Holy crap guys :S
Nov. 18th, 2010 11:44 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
arrowwhiskersI'm really really sick. Like, unlikely as it may seem being that it's me, in the past 3 and a half years I have somehow always managed to avoid missing class for being sick. But as of now I've missed today, yesterday, and my last class on Tuesday. I feel extremely lost. o.O;
It started out as a cold/my throat hurting/stuffy nose, but that's almost entirely gone now. Yesterday it moved down to my stomach and hasn't budged...I think cold/flu stuff might be interacting with my own normal illness and the two might be enhancing eachother. I feel so sick that I can't really focus on anything for more than a few minutes at a time without curling up in a ball and shutting out the world. That means that it's tough to do anything helpful to pass the time, like read, play video games, and most importantly: sleep. I'm extremely sleep deprived, which probably isn't helping. Talking and standing up make everything like 5x worse, so for the most part, I've just been stuck in bed. Which is also annoying given that schoolwork aside, there is so much *housework* to do (like mop my bathroom because my toilet is leaky) and I seriously just can't even think about it right now.
Andres has been absolutely amazing and wonderful, though, making random trips out to get me gatorade and medicine, and hovering around worriedly making sure I'm not dead. It makes me feel incredibly loved but also rather guilty, because usually my response to all this is something along the lines of "uuguhgh please don't touch me...or talk to me..." but yeah ><; I'm really, really lucky to have him. I'd be in a much worse state otherwise, I'm sure.
And on the bright side, I'm not sure I'd have been capable of making this entry yesterday, which idk--may point to an improvement. :) Here's hoping.
It started out as a cold/my throat hurting/stuffy nose, but that's almost entirely gone now. Yesterday it moved down to my stomach and hasn't budged...I think cold/flu stuff might be interacting with my own normal illness and the two might be enhancing eachother. I feel so sick that I can't really focus on anything for more than a few minutes at a time without curling up in a ball and shutting out the world. That means that it's tough to do anything helpful to pass the time, like read, play video games, and most importantly: sleep. I'm extremely sleep deprived, which probably isn't helping. Talking and standing up make everything like 5x worse, so for the most part, I've just been stuck in bed. Which is also annoying given that schoolwork aside, there is so much *housework* to do (like mop my bathroom because my toilet is leaky) and I seriously just can't even think about it right now.
Andres has been absolutely amazing and wonderful, though, making random trips out to get me gatorade and medicine, and hovering around worriedly making sure I'm not dead. It makes me feel incredibly loved but also rather guilty, because usually my response to all this is something along the lines of "uuguhgh please don't touch me...or talk to me..." but yeah ><; I'm really, really lucky to have him. I'd be in a much worse state otherwise, I'm sure.
And on the bright side, I'm not sure I'd have been capable of making this entry yesterday, which idk--may point to an improvement. :) Here's hoping.
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