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Between epic amounts of sleep, nonstop snow, a 16 hour party, and Sherlock Holmes with friends, the past few days have been pretty amazing, actually.

Which makes me wonder why I'm still such an restless lump of unhappy.

I am thinking...that when I get bored, those are the moments when depression hits hardest and cuts deepest. I had come up with a whole bunch of ideas for things I wanted to do and accomplish over the break, but I have forgotten many, and those I can recall now seem unappealing without exception.

It doesn't help that I have a full 2 weeks left before I take off for Central America, while everyone else seems to have a week left of break, at most. Both my parents and my brother also end their respective vacations on Monday, and it feels odd that I should have so much more free time. I don't feel like I'm properly utilizing it.

I told myself I'd never take a winter class ever again, after the first time, but I think that if I have enough money, I might go for it. As much as it's nice to see my parents and friends, I really don't like this endless doldrums and unreasonably long break. Maybe if they offer PORT305 (Portuguese for speakers of Spanish, an accelerated course), I could take that over the winter next year. :P Hurrah for a year's worth of Portuguese in more or less a month. Yay! I like this idea already.

Also, I sliced my hand open with a guitar string. Apparently. Wtf, life...wtf.

Date: 2010-01-04 04:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] namelessw0nder.livejournal.com
Ah the boredom, it is SUCH a black hole when you are prone to depression. Keeping busy is key, but can be so difficult sometimes (or feel that way).

And Holmes was AMAZING.

Date: 2010-01-04 06:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] arrowwhiskers.livejournal.com
Awe, yes, it was awesome! :D

And yea, it's odd, there are times when I almost feel like I'd sooner be totally overwhelmed than bored. Boredom is one of the greatest emotional evils.

PS: no, I don't write fiction. :( I kind of wish I could, and I used to try, but I have absolutely no creativity. I'm flattered that you like my writing though. :)

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